this little story brings joy to my heart.
"you’re in my soul now
you’ve got to waste away with me
my minds made up i’m doing this with you
there’s no use knowing
which way the wind is blowing
my minds made up i’m staying,
i’m staying here with you there’s no use knowing
which way the wind is blowing my minds made up,
i’m doing this,
i’m doing this you’re in my soul
now you’ve got to waste away with me"
- the head and the heart.
God is teaching me a hard lesson right now,
I am learning that all this time,
I have not truly trusted him in my life.
my whole world is being rocked right now.
its more than a house
its more than money
its an issue of the heart.
he whispered to me yesterday, that he is bigger than my distrust.
i am in class right now, should be listening.
but instead i am dreaming. dreaming of days out of school,
free of the chains of papers and deadlines...
and free to dance and paint and journal.