ferninand the bull

this little story brings joy to my heart.

cats and dogs

"you’re in my soul now

you’ve got to waste away with me

my minds made up i’m doing this with you

there’s no use knowing

which way the wind is blowing

my minds made up i’m staying,

i’m staying here with you there’s no use knowing

which way the wind is blowing my minds made up,

i’m doing this,

i’m doing this you’re in my soul

now you’ve got to waste away with me"

- the head and the heart.

God is teaching me a hard lesson right now,

I am learning that all this time,

I have not truly trusted him in my life.

my whole world is being rocked right now.

its more than a house

its more than money

its an issue of the heart.

he whispered to me yesterday, that he is bigger than my distrust.

i am in class right now, should be listening.

but instead i am dreaming. dreaming of days out of school,

free of the chains of papers and deadlines...

and free to dance and paint and journal.